One more day has come and gone

It's 10:30 and I am tired, but I can't sleep. I will have to try soon, because I have school tomorrow, and I will have to think about the events of the past few hours.

I posted this thing on myspace that asked guys what they think about me. Someone replied, someone I am kind of interested in. Most of the answers were positive, and then he called me "cutie" with a little smiley face like =] or something like that. And I don't know how I feel about that. Faced with a high school career without a boyfriend, I have fallen for any guy that seems even close to liking me...including my best friend. Which made it awkward, especially when he didn't have the ass in his pants to tell me otherwise. Sighs.

I don't want to make a fool of myself. I really, really, really don't want to do that. And he has a girlfriend, or he said he did. And I can feel the little green monster creeping up on me. I want to be that girl...:( But then again, sounds like she's a bitch, and he said he is thinking about breaking up with her. What is the deciding factor if he does? And would he make the first move with me? Cause I don't know how to do that.

Life sucks sometimes.

Long Time No Write

I lost track of how long it has been, surely only about a week. I haven't even been busy. Just tired. Nothing exciting has really happened to me lately. Maybe that is why I haven't written. I did take my last ever FCAT for my school career. Science FCAT, junior year, and it is finally over. They gave us 75 minutes for a 40 minute test, if even. We all sat there with our heads stuck up our you-know-wheres and staring around at the gym. Extreme boredom.

Then I had to go to fifth period where we started watching American Graffiti. And we are supposed to review the damn thing. It is a very boring movie. Then the next period was Fat Man Little Boy which may or may not have an 'and' in it, but that is how Ms. Wallschlag (sp) says it. And that was followed by none other than World War Two...:IN COLOR. I think that is supposed to be exciting, but it really wasn't. This was all on Monday.

Tuesday, we did nothing because all of the seniors were testing, and Mr. Johnson was out. Giant sighs. In Art we watched Sandlot, but I have never been one for baseball movies. We finished it today, thank goodness. My writing teacher got pissed off at the world and she spent the entire period in a huff. She can be so b****y at times.

And today, we did nothing at all. Mr. Johnson was back, but he needed to get grades in so it was busy work galore. Watched August Rush at lunch, I have it in mind to finish it at home, get it on Netflix or something. We also finished Sandlot, which was partly watched on Monday, but... I was not in attendance because the state was wasting my time. I also found our that I have to do a research project on an aspect of life from the twenties. I was thinking either woman's advances or advances in technology. I'll figure it out eventually I guess.

Old Time Memories

I was watching Buffalo Dreams (a Disney Channel Original Movie) and it was all fine and dandy. I didn't get to the end. I found Stepsister From Planet Weird (also a Disney Channel Original Movie). I did, however, finish this one. Then I found...Horse Sense (in case you're slow and can't catch on, this is also a Disney Channel Original Movie). I had full and complete plans to watch the sequel, Jumping Ship. Both star Joey and Andy Lawrence, two of the three Lawrence brothers, in case you don't know that either. And the three Lawrence brothers once starred in what was once my favorite TV show when I was little: Brotherly Love. I didn't watch Hey Arnold or the Rugrats. I was not a Nickelodeon kid. I watched whatever my sisters watched (they are 6 and 10 years older than me) so I watched Brotherly Love. I don't know if you can tell where this is leading. But it is leading to the fact that I started watching Brotherly Love from the pilot episode and it is as good as I remember. But I feel sad that I am the only one that remembers. :(

An Average Day For Me

I had so many things to do, I downright forgot to right...or type...last night.

So this is how I spend my day...my absolutely mundane day.

6:40 Wake up, go to the living room and pretend to watch the news.
7:00 Get read for school. Oh...how dreary.
7:20 Done getting ready for school. Watch Fox & Friends for the next ten minutes.
7:30 Go out the the bus, she arrives about five minutes later
8:10 Arrive at school. I then head directly for homeroom. Why? you ask? Because I have no life.
8:30 School actually starts. I have Latin first period.
9: 29 The bell for next period rings, I head to Analysis of Functions and Analytical Geometry....better known as an extra math class that I DON'T NEED!!!
10:20 Head to English...we are currently reading The Great Gatsby. We are only in the first chapter. But Mike is in that class. He is kind of cute, if a little slacker-ish (not that that is a word)
11:12 Lunch time.... I head for the soda and snack machines, and then off to the art room for a movie. No, I am not the only one.
11:52 Class actually starts, and we are joined by everyone else. I love the class, not so much the people in it.
12:39 Writing class. One more essay is going to drive me up the wall.
1:31 Physics class. My teacher gets off on rants that make us more confused than we were to begin with.
2:23 History class. I actually like this class. I am really good at it, too. Except for the nineteen-thirties. Not so good then. There were way to many Acts and Administrations. And they all sounded similar and did similar things. Pulled a 90 on the test though....
3:15 Get to go home. Sort of. I ride the bus...as mentioned above. It is about an hour ride.
4:10 I arrive home. My little brothers are still there, so I sit quietly and contemplate my day. When they leave, I watch some TV and between then and 10 I will have eaten and finished my homework.
10:00-anytime later I finally get to sleep.

And now you have a relatively intimate look into my day. Sounds like fun, right? NOT!!!

Saying 'hi'

HI!

Haha. Not So Average American Girl....that's a mouthful. I am no social butterfly...wonder how many people I know would stumble across this and say "Do I know her?" But then, maybe I am known by more people than I realize and this is practically pointless. Who knows, really.

I enjoy reading, writing, and listening to music. I crochet and cross-stitch when I feel like it. I don't knit. Knitting is different. I don't know how to knit. My step-brother once asked me to teach him how to knit. His words were "Could you teach me to knit?" "No," I replied. He made that sad puppy-dog face that little kids make, and I continued, "I don't know how." That really got him confused. But I think you get the point.

I have a big family. I live with my Mom, her husband, and my little sister. And ever Thursday and every other weekend, my step-brothers come over...as well as every afternoon for a study session. My Dad and his side of the family (and parts of my mothers) live across the country...far away. :( And I live in the sunbelt...to bad I don't like the sun. Which reminds me....One of my friends once had another of our friends convinced I was a vampire and I was going to drink her blood. It was greatness.

I love my family, and I don't know what I would do without my Mom...other than not exist. She is my rock, and she helps me through the tough spots...and sometimes they are plentiful, and other times they just aren't.

I love the Twilight Saga...yes, I am a Twilighter. I lost count of the times I have read the first three. But the books, and Edward, were my escape for a while there. I have never been on a real date, never kissed a guy, and have lived for seventeen years as a single.

I have no social life.... ah.